Stranger Again

I don't want to end it like that. Acting stranger between us and pretend just cool and nothing. I don't know how we started and ended it, but I still like you. It was the same feeling to you even this long and with another person. I sure it was you but wat is your answers!!

We already went through a lot. Understanding, forgiveness, learning, classes and more. I step deep inside your world and aid along your side. I quickly follow and agree your doing. This all mean I care for you.

Even we are not complete and perfect. You don't feel the secure from me and I felt the avoidance and giving up. I admit those weakness I have. I will be as honest and mature with you. I start to think more wisely and do accordingly. Don't judge me on those feeling and bad perception. I might not a whole new man but I trust I can be the man you to relay on. I might not really clearly mention it to you. I kind of person keep it deep inside my heart. 

I won't forgive me self if I just be stranger. I will take care of you.

Feeling

No matter I induce into my feeling. I do feel the urge of Loving you. I can't say you my LAST. But I sure you are my special one. No matter what happen I will be beside you. I can't forgive my self if I can't simply protect the person I care. You getting better and I will be along side you.

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I don't know how I will be but the one thing sure I will strike on as I can.
There is a lot thing to do and I need to be better.
I promise I will grow.
Thanks for all the help................

Un-Dare Word

The un-dare word I would like to deliver. Even I cannot forseen my future and decision, just hope what we will better off.

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I will do wat i think best for u. No letting me down again. there is too much different in life. We cannot predict anything in future.

I am sure somehow u will realise how am i n ur attitute toward me will changes. Sometimes, i really angry with u caz u didnot think before action n promise, whether in work, decision even in relationship. I know i am not much better but take some times before decide.

I will continue do wat i suppose do. The only problem i will face in future is my second income job or freelancer skill. I need another skill set to earn more and survive in kl. I will try to explore it  slowly.

Pain

too much pain. i cannot forgive myself that how incompetent was i. it the same ground i stand till now. i already change for better now. i hope i will pass through it. Prem.

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这些情造就了我性格。我已变成更加坚强和成熟。我还在爱着她,但这些情已远离我,回头来看我已成为第三者。她的不理和逃避令我不知怎样来讨好和面对她。

无论怎样我自己不能回头,我还有很多事要完成与发觉。 我的情是真,但我
我已跨过去我的无奈。我觉得我会再慢慢的补助和支持她,可能是我还留情着。我会一半式的等待她和进步还在找寻其他对象。