River!!!

River is special and beauty at the same times. It provide us need and nutrient us in every way. River also represent clamminess and peaceful. The dazzling sound of water flow is pleasant with ear and thought. It let us free our mind, soul and body from any distraction and unite our self more deeply. I was attracted to the it's grace and beauty. The inner beauty of it let me total in love with it. I myself can total submerge within it.

 

Conversely, river flow through stream of water continually and non-stop down into sea. This let me unknown it appearance and keep up with it all the times. But i remind me that no matter how different it appearance and shape, i will still in love with it.

 

Decision

I think decision changes us all and let us be unique from each other. The decision lie within me is simple, committed and effort. Actually what have been done is done, i just want to emphasis that just be forward as it should be and stay in track of our journey. Simple enough but in good condition. Even hurricane or tornado, just a simple transition of our lives. Don’t be affected by it.

Long Apart~!

In travel of far distance and long times apart, the feeling grown fonder and overwhelm. It always reminds us the important of person we care and precious. How do you will feel? This fonder keep us running and remind of the person. Even separate by half the globe, day and night, it will not vanish.

Complicated

As complicate it should be, I was wondering it possibility. It would be time consuming with it complexity thing and unpredictable outcome. Effort would the thing I stress on here even I would prefer simpler and straight forward solution. Even initially, I would expect “honesty and time will prove anything”, but I trouble myself with all kind of desire and dream. This dream is seem far away for me at this moment. Would this will the end! I suppose it a bell which sound ringing circulates within my mind for this long. But in during my search of inner spirit and peace, I think I already know what I need to chase. Don’t query it. Keeps it moving whatever. Thing is uncontrollable and unpredictable, but I won’t l let it go easily.

 

Desire, Dream, Thought, Memory, Past, Scarify, Connection, Relationship, Willingness, Compassion, Mutual, Complicate. This would be my now and future progress to improve. It would take slowly but nether less, it a fresh start with a fresh attitude to deal with. Whether it worth it or not, I think I won’t question it, I will leave it to the fate and future. This desire become my responsibility and promise which I needed to fulfill till the end. There is no regret and price behind me. Only simple doing and oath I need to fulfill. Memory and feeling of the past still instill within us whatever what happen. It powers us together in the past, now even in the future.

 

Being Passion in Lives

I admit that i was a lonely person with a small passion in Lives. I have a little dream of being success in lives. Success in Carrier, Relationship, Love, Dream, and Pleasure. This dream only glide through my mind once a while and i take for granted for thing i have now. I only see wat i nid to did during this moment and not so care for my future. Without foreseen wat will happen nex, i lost track of it - my dream.

And furthermore, this attitude let me lost the thing i care so much without knowing it. This left a deep pain once in my lives. I was a lonely person more that i realize after it stuck me. Maybe it the reason which left me in this depth of darkness.

I must change for the sake for my lives and other more. I must overcome this and dun let it dominate me. My passion will be felt greater in times and future. I will dun let it down.

Clear and Focus

Long since I was wondering in a long journey and difficulty choice, but after awhile in inner spiritual claim and searching. I knew what is my purpose lie - To be frank to my heart and give a full devotion without request for return and take care of it.

One are consider really qualify to lift it again if they knew how to let go first. It quite a simple word with a big meaning behind it. I myself need to practice it!

I now more clear and focus wat i did before and wat is my target in future lives. I will try to achieve it without regret and misses. Let the fate and destiny judge us and decide for us. Thx

Destiny

Our destiny is different from each other. Live life, experience joy, caring family, endure in love, respect and friendship etc.... Those experience i think enrich us, nuture us, mature us and differetial us in many way. We have to appreciate it even it bring us darkness not brightness. I would agree that it a test or trial to us by god.

But our destiny is not travel alone only, we are companioned by person care surrounding us without realizing it. I should be glad for the care and attention given by those who care.