Pray

I pray for the healing

I pray for regain every thing loss before

I pray for happiness

I pray you will be become normal again

I can’t wish for more

Long Reach Dream

Do it possible? I query it. I do hope for achieving it but i still reserving part of it. Maybe to protect myself and not letting it too over burden of thinking.

What I done and committed is a my willingness and my promise. I dun dream for anything but only hope that it will better and fine in future times.

if mention, I was too stubborn but I can’t help it. Seeking possibility and more other blessing is what that I doing now. I dun regret for any of effort given.

It seem that I was  immature after being observe by other. Stubborn, indecisive, emotional, immature, unresponsive and lack communication is all my biggest weakness. Now I struggle to amend it. I dun blame other but I appreciate for the compliment given. In fact, I can move forward more.

Personality, most thing I keep to myself not other. I was a quiet and secret to other especially my feeling and thought. Not letting other to perceive me and judge me simply. I would act silly to shield off my emotional. It might this which caz other to misjudge my true identity.

Frankly, I wish and pray hard it will be better soon. I can’t give full promise and need now but I will take care it till the end. I still improving and well equip myself to take the responsibility eventually. 

Precious!

A total sadness clouded me….

Life is special and precious

When loss, we had to accept it

But the memory and happiness will be always be part of our life

It still continue

RIP….. my friend

Believe iT will be BeTter!

Don’t be simply moved by other

Don’t wasting times

Don’t be so hasty and emotional

Don’t hanging and holding thing alone, accept from other

Don’t assume it don’t deserve anything and give up simply

 

Be more focus and plan on the future

Aware of what need to achieve

Be more confident and firm in decision

Aware of danger and safety

Sharing and give happiness to surrounding people

 

Slowly regain everything which loss

Believe slowly soon will be fine and better

Live in normal life but fill with passion

 

Will support till the end

Don’t give up!!! ………

 

Helpless

Knowing i was fault and the cause of it

Knowing i was the burden and i was unaffected

Knowing the distance between it

Knowing i can’t be be the one to solve it

I can’t thinking i was helpless

Seem i was too naive and drastic. But i promise and even more vow to myself that i will make up for it in future times no matter what. The distance and barrier is a test for me. I will purify myself together till the moment came. Thanks……….

Secret

As Secret it can be it, we are totally immerse on it. Although it a simple truth and believe, i think we must confront it in the end. The different of choice will differential us. Even it a hash decision, I think we can survive it. But i vow that i will precious it till the end.

It will be remain a secret that we carry…….

GuruJi

 

Learned inspire talk and life value from Him, Guruji.

Guru love and joy can be felt and throughout the whole talk. I was touch by Him.

Thanks to him and another special person..

I started to appreciate thing around us, listen to more thing, accept what has chosen, live life to the fullest…….

It totally changes me, though i has many to improve on.

I promise i will seek my journey and feeling!