plan

alot hv happen to me. accident, breakup, pain. till now i still hope for miracle. i wan gain responsibity so i will join more n practice more so it not a waste. i alrd done frequent now. i try different living n care more that i could. it a proof i done better on future time. i dun wan envy but effort back the lost feeling in coming year. i will asist along side quitely.

focus

i afraid i will stay on same ground n not grow. i wan to be more extra brillant n reponsive so i will be noticeable. sure join of alot activity will let me more sociable but still cannot overcome my weakness.

i angry also the effort i give, didnot attention back. the willingness of my sacrife caz alot deal of damage. i really loss track of my interest. nvm it for greater good.

there is long path lies in front me. i really need to forseen it. i try find replacement but end up in dead end. mayb i should focus other thing on.

Decision and Focus

My mind got a lot to shout out but I don't know how.
Today got cooking competition and our team second place.
Today go dental to remove wisdom teeth and hole cavity re pasting process.
I will join more member for gain responsibility and grow my personality.
 I will kind to every person but create my own awareness toward every thing.

不能改变别人就改变自己；不能改变环境就适应环境；不能改变事情就改变对事情的态度
I cannot be forcing now cause even it will gain nothing but mind bothering trouble.
I have change myself so I can be accept again back.
I also have to adapt myself in for greater good.
I cannot be alone doing nothing but fill my live with colour so more meaningful.
There is the fact that I cannot change but I have to accept it and be better.
I sure I will grow as I more brave to face it and slowly gain purpose in life.
Work, play, target, settle down, productive and sincerity toward person in my life.

From the beginning, I alrd decided choice it and I will effort it and I will care for it.
Not mean forever but all I can.
The path I wan is peaceful, simple, helpful, meaningful, understanding, medication,and success in life.
It simple not as norm busy and chasing fame in life.
It same as my future mate.
It seem like aimless live for me.
I will effort for it...

Lives

wat i need to do....
wat i need to achieve...
who should i refer to n express.....
i finding my belonging without interfer u.
nothing here but lonelyness.
i regret for not doing anything...
but i decided to live simple but meaningful life....
follow guru teaching n live life simple....
u let me see wat the posibility n i decide to live like ur world.
it not hard but different.

forget

i try forget by doing thing more n join more friend. but deep inside i alrd choose wat i like. i will wait till find my mate again.... L

XXXxx

To where was I, I felt lonely after the long breakup. Even what I do still a hollowness within me. The feeling of alone for this past few year. Work, eat back and sleep. There is no activity within me but loneliness. When there is last hope is finish, I lost my direction. I PREM it but I cannot do a thing just dream it back. It impossible. What is can do is hope for miracle to happen. I will grow after this. I hope........

Prem U

All the two year times, on and off. I sure is my choice is correct. All the past I given and help through the way, I not mention single problem and help all way along. I will do all I can to help and grow along side you. I Prem U.