Remembrance

I need to remember it always

I need to recall it always

Those wonderful time

Those precious moment

Those difficult decision

Those reality and future

This will remind me always what i chasing before now and future

What it resemble is my silly but also my heart

impossible as it might be, i will not regret it

What it come out! Hope we can fly freely together then!

Speechless

Caz scare of being rejected

Caz scare of not bless by other

Caz scare of different between us

Caz scare of unforeseen future

Caz undecide ur commitment

 

I was simple hoping for overall ending.

Did it reachable or hopeless?

Whether it end out how!

Just stay as wat u R…….

 

I Don’t Want To Miss A Thing

 

Another amazing voice by Yuna Ito….

 

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing lyrics

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
Yeah, I don't wanna miss a thing

Nothing Gonna Change My LOVE for you

One of the song i like to listen……….

 

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing’s going to change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of, I’ll never ask for more than your love
Nothing’s going to change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The one that changed my whole life through
But nothing’s going to change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thïng you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love...fade

I

If gonna to choose between it. I think i already answer it. There is no question on it…….

Prem!!!

The different between us all bound us more than we could see. Even though, simple separation and leaving will affect us all. I would need to question would it come from a sincere heart or just any rush impulse of feeling!! Whether it true or not, it still an simple dream, though, or feeling lie within me.

 

The passion within me is true but i really need to foreseen it and survive it. Whether it possible or unreachable, i will long wait this night to come……..

 

River!!!

River is special and beauty at the same times. It provide us need and nutrient us in every way. River also represent clamminess and peaceful. The dazzling sound of water flow is pleasant with ear and thought. It let us free our mind, soul and body from any distraction and unite our self more deeply. I was attracted to the it's grace and beauty. The inner beauty of it let me total in love with it. I myself can total submerge within it.

 

Conversely, river flow through stream of water continually and non-stop down into sea. This let me unknown it appearance and keep up with it all the times. But i remind me that no matter how different it appearance and shape, i will still in love with it.

 

Decision

I think decision changes us all and let us be unique from each other. The decision lie within me is simple, committed and effort. Actually what have been done is done, i just want to emphasis that just be forward as it should be and stay in track of our journey. Simple enough but in good condition. Even hurricane or tornado, just a simple transition of our lives. Don’t be affected by it.

Long Apart~!

In travel of far distance and long times apart, the feeling grown fonder and overwhelm. It always reminds us the important of person we care and precious. How do you will feel? This fonder keep us running and remind of the person. Even separate by half the globe, day and night, it will not vanish.

Complicated

As complicate it should be, I was wondering it possibility. It would be time consuming with it complexity thing and unpredictable outcome. Effort would the thing I stress on here even I would prefer simpler and straight forward solution. Even initially, I would expect “honesty and time will prove anything”, but I trouble myself with all kind of desire and dream. This dream is seem far away for me at this moment. Would this will the end! I suppose it a bell which sound ringing circulates within my mind for this long. But in during my search of inner spirit and peace, I think I already know what I need to chase. Don’t query it. Keeps it moving whatever. Thing is uncontrollable and unpredictable, but I won’t l let it go easily.

 

Desire, Dream, Thought, Memory, Past, Scarify, Connection, Relationship, Willingness, Compassion, Mutual, Complicate. This would be my now and future progress to improve. It would take slowly but nether less, it a fresh start with a fresh attitude to deal with. Whether it worth it or not, I think I won’t question it, I will leave it to the fate and future. This desire become my responsibility and promise which I needed to fulfill till the end. There is no regret and price behind me. Only simple doing and oath I need to fulfill. Memory and feeling of the past still instill within us whatever what happen. It powers us together in the past, now even in the future.

 

Being Passion in Lives

I admit that i was a lonely person with a small passion in Lives. I have a little dream of being success in lives. Success in Carrier, Relationship, Love, Dream, and Pleasure. This dream only glide through my mind once a while and i take for granted for thing i have now. I only see wat i nid to did during this moment and not so care for my future. Without foreseen wat will happen nex, i lost track of it - my dream.

And furthermore, this attitude let me lost the thing i care so much without knowing it. This left a deep pain once in my lives. I was a lonely person more that i realize after it stuck me. Maybe it the reason which left me in this depth of darkness.

I must change for the sake for my lives and other more. I must overcome this and dun let it dominate me. My passion will be felt greater in times and future. I will dun let it down.

Clear and Focus

Long since I was wondering in a long journey and difficulty choice, but after awhile in inner spiritual claim and searching. I knew what is my purpose lie - To be frank to my heart and give a full devotion without request for return and take care of it.

One are consider really qualify to lift it again if they knew how to let go first. It quite a simple word with a big meaning behind it. I myself need to practice it!

I now more clear and focus wat i did before and wat is my target in future lives. I will try to achieve it without regret and misses. Let the fate and destiny judge us and decide for us. Thx

Destiny

Our destiny is different from each other. Live life, experience joy, caring family, endure in love, respect and friendship etc.... Those experience i think enrich us, nuture us, mature us and differetial us in many way. We have to appreciate it even it bring us darkness not brightness. I would agree that it a test or trial to us by god.

But our destiny is not travel alone only, we are companioned by person care surrounding us without realizing it. I should be glad for the care and attention given by those who care.

Chance

If I gona have another chance, i think i would select the same path.

It TaKe a Long Journey!!

Total submerge into a long awaken night, the journey ahead is long and consuming. The journey which concern is damn far and unpredictable. But i Promise to myself i have to reach for it no matter wat cost. I might wait for a long night to become again but it worth it.

Complicated

The word 'complicated' is totally deep n unexplainable. I was wondering the true meaning of it!

As far I doubt n dislike it, it still persist on.

The longer of it, I felt like stuck into middle of blank sea with nothing to hang on.

But i told to myself i will continue to contribute as this feeling was my inspire and target in lives.

Persistence as might be, i will try lives my life to fullest and give as many i can. Thx!

Desire became Desperate

Feeling often overwhelming us in many ways. A simple desire of dream and future is sometimes not enough for us. When the situation become more critical and final, this feeling will expands till became a true companion of our lives. This desperate will continue to overwhelm us till the end.

I initially just got a simple glimpse of my desire and feeling. But when it reach the end, I think cannot let go of it any more. It have became my companion and life target, even it take long time and effort to achieve. The meaning of achieve it is too great even i willing to scarify a lot.

You NeedeD Me!! - song

This is also another my favorite song. This song is sing by BoyZone and it a replay song from Anne Murray. This is among the first English song that I start to like after influence from my sister. It quite claim and the passion of the meaning of the lyrics melt me. Ronan Keating was the main sing of BoyZone at that times.

I cried a tear
you wiped it dry
I was confused
you cleared my mind
I sold my soul
you bought it back for me
And held the up
and gave me dignity
Somehow you needed me
You gave me strength
to stand alone again
To face the world
out on my own again
You put me high
upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
you needed me
And I can't believe it's you
I can't believe it's true
I needed you
and you were there
And I'll never leave, why should I leave?
I'd be a fool
'cause I finally found someone who really cares
You held my hand
when it was cold
When I was lost
you took me home
You gave me hope
when I was at the end
And turned my lies
back into truth again
You even called me "friend"
You gave me strength
to stand alone again
To face the world
out on my own again
You put me high
upon a pedestal
So high that I could almost see eternity
You needed me
you needed me
You needed me
you needed me

AlonE!!

When totally in different places, it felt unhappy and depreciate when you are alone. As alone might be, sharing between person which care can be delighted.

It felt alone when travel outside for work. The feeling to get in touch for the person u care so much is intensify. Feeling of homesick with the person u precious is true.

Once A BluE MooN!!

This is a one of my favorite song in Japan drama series - With Love- Hasegawa Takashi. It describes the friendship and relationship of persons through internet in this drama and there struggle between it. Plus, the charming song, I attracted to this drama.

The song is quite passion with feeling and emotion. It deeply touch my heart. I burn me and let me to continue in my life. The blue moon mean that rare opportunity which occur once in our life times. We have to take precious of our lives and opportunity around us.

Realizing it once happen a glint of moment, we have grab it, precious it, protect it, with all we can. Even if we can't do so, please bare with it till the end, no matter what will come, never let ourself in regret!!!

Think ahead

In oversea, I felt the different culture and living lifestyle. This is totally different to my country. People here move in slower pace and more enjoyful live. I would to envy their living. Then a again, the culture that different us, let us in different place. We cannot compare between it caz we r different.

Even so, It a totally enlighten experience to travel oversea. I would see and feel the total different. It not a imaginary place but just right ahead us. I would appreciate this meaningful trip. I would not let me in narrow thinking. I myself will let me to think ahead in every mater.

Mature

Lives is full with up and down. In end of junction, there must be a choices. We must choose between it. This choices that create us now and in the future. We must bear with our choices.

This up and down mature us and nutrient us. Nether less, we must be mature and confront it. By saying that, we must be well prepare mentally and physically. Not to revise other, we must know our weakness and less before even mention we are ready to confront it. Self improvement before we are actually qualify to lives up to our up and down.

I personally think it a need to revise ourself qualification before we making decision. I will improve myself before i confront myself again.

Firm

My Stand will firm wat ever happen. If to ask why i insist, my answer would be i cannot lie to my heart. It would be stupid to stay firm but better sorry than regret. I cannot replace it with other else even i try to do that. But deep down inside I can't.

Tis lately, i was thinking a lot of thing and possibility. And i think i will accept it with all my feeling. I willing to take pain, difficulty, hardness, disability and poor, to be united together.

I think i am a stupid person with a impossible wishes. Then a again, lives is like that. U won't succeed, if u won't effort. Hope my effort will success!

TraveLing SoOn!!

Will be travel to out country soon! It a totally new environmental for me. As I never step foot in other country before. A new location and culture for me to explore and venture. It a new excitement or adventure for me and same as a sad pace for me for leaving my beloved place.

This experience will enlighten me and guide me through rest of my lives. I will be refresh my mind and a new start for me to begin with. After come back, I believe I will become more strength and brave to continue my path again. To achieve my wishes again.

Thanks you, my holiday.

Sunset

Sunrise and sunset is one of the beautiful scenery around. It only last for short duration of times. We have to appreciate it beauty and magnification stunning view during it if not we might be regret when realizing it loses through times.

I think our life is full with passion and excitement. We have to achieve it, lives it, enjoy it to fullest before it gone, especially love. Even sometimes life is dull , it won't last long and we have to appreciate it before it loses.

I myself will try to appreciate the beautiful scenery before it slip away from my slight. If not, i will regret in the rest of my lives. There won't be the same sunset.

Ran

I seem r running from the truth. Doing a lot of thing lately. I still kept it deeply inside and just to keep myself busy. Letting me not to think more about it! Escape from the frustrated mind and feeling. But deep inside, I still mind my feeling. I myself is getting to accept and tolerate with it. I wiling to sacrifice just to achieve it.

The astronaut represent my feeling ready to take off and land in a deserted place. I am willing to explore the other part of the universal and travel to the forsaken place. Hope the night still around then!

Emotional

Knowing it make it much more difficult. I accept all which within it. Even more tough and bad situation, i can manage and accept it. As times goes, i will still effort on it. Realizing the meaning of achieving it, i promise to myself to hold on and hope for the night to come.

LOng Wait NiGHt!!

Staring through sky with city light, night still a long road ahead to be taken before the daylight come. Did the beautiful sight of night will be the same as the day time when its forthcoming? The feeling of charming and warm dim light still felt inside my heart. I want to keep this feeling deep inside me and don't want to looses it. Even this may be looses, i think i will still long wait this night until it arrive again!!!!

Loses

Felt like total lost when separation. Even the time of begin is short but it was wonderful and lovely. Hope this feeling is not so end simply. I will looking forward it again. The flame within me still embark and passion. I promise to myself.